Cosmic Reward - benefits from ending (15) - follow my Destiny

Jul 2 Eve

Was reading MyBooksPublishedSoWhat and noted that complimentary copy be given.
I didn't give any. And I was disappointed that both J and Y didn't support me by buying a copy. And even when I text J, he didn't respond. Perhaps they tot I should have given them a copy instead. Mmm.

North node in Taurus, South node in Scorpio
From past incarnations, you have become accustomed to attuning yourself to a peculiar brand of intensity, which when not allowed to express itself, turns to anger.
You have become deeply scarred with the pain of being hurt and now like a wounded animal can be deadly to any who represent the slightest treat.

Due to intense emotion constantly seeking expression, a variety of creative outlets are needed.

Sexual desire must be transmuted into Divine Love. All embittering conditions from past incarnations must be dropped from ur consciousness until the new seed of consciousness is discovered. The Scorpio south node must burn the bridges of the past and resolve to benefit from the lessons of Lot's wife; "Never look back".

Through the Taurus North node, u must learn not to dissipate or waste power that flows within u in valueless area. U r to be brought to the awareness that the abundance of the universe is so great that you always have what you need when u need it. U must remember that u r surrounded by what u need at every moment and not what u want.

As u reach for ur Taurus node, u r reaching, at last, for stability. You can stop chasing all that you have ever felt cheated by seeing all that is now offered to u.

Ultimately, you are destined in this life to reach a state of contentment as the seething volcanoes of Scorpio melt into the blue spirit waters of harmony in Taurus - where the beloved Gautam Buddha left his blessing. Truly, this is the transition from lifetimes of war into a garden of peace.

Soul
What a timely find. It is true. I am destined for peace.
Read both North node in Taurus and South node in Scorpio.

Amazingly, I also found out that Carl Jung, also used Astrology in his practices. And my take is that me releasing Z is the right thing to do. I had some nagging doubts cos the wants for him keep surfacing. Alas, I now knew it was my past sexual karmic influence that holds me back. Father, thank U for this final release. It feels great. Like You said, I will always be given what I need.

Joy ong
Need to update profile to show I led my daily life. Using natal chart, personality page, 7thunder and Osho. Combine all with daily meditation. Following my need to express by writing.

In the end, my strength is in the ability to heal myself. To find my self using tools. My role is to share the tools, to share my journey and insights.

My motto was suffering is blessing. But I have now past the need for suffering before I see. So, to me, there is no need for suffering, we r meant only to be happy.