The past is no more (7) - A new beginning!

Jul 12
Father, I want and deserved a better rship.

I am not going with Z as his offering has not changed.
My ideal rship is the following;
1) Mental - Rj
2) Physical - Z
3) Spiritual - Th

(Jul 31 - The "YES", becomes a resounding "YES".

Ace of Heart
A search for something inside of our self to help us to love who we are unconditionally. It represent a new relationship beginning.

Soul
How true! I love myself and I don't need anyone to prove my love. I want a better relationship that encompass physical, mental and emotional. I want a secure and committed relationship that allows myself and my partner to grow up and expand individually and together.

I may still have tots of wanting Z, but it is no longer enough. I want and deserve more.

Evening
I am lovable. I can give pleasure lovingly like Z. I can debate and talk intuitively like Rj. I am joyful like Th.
I am really quite an amazing being. Apart from that I have the courage to be true to myself. And I am also low maintenance as I am self-protected and easily contented.
Any guy is really lucky to have me.
But I don't want any guy, I want my true partner who will let me be an integrated true Self.

I am glad I waited till this long to finally decide on who I want. It is a tall order but since God can create me, He too can create a partner for me.

The Power of Intention
If u r attached to the idea of being stuck with the wrong people or no people at all, then ur energy isn't aligned with the power of intention and resistance reigns. The field of intention has no choice but to send u more of what u r desiring.

Once again, make a somersault into the inconceivable, where u have faith and trust in the universal mind of intention, and allow the right people to arrive in ur life space right on schedule.

Soul
Yeap, I am doing that. Coincidentally Seven of Spades is my Pluto in Destiny Year spread. I need not worry and think it for Z only. Our distance has ended and we both enjoyed our journey. And I am forever grateful to him for opening my physical door and for doing it so lovingly.
Yea, its me practising faith that my spiritual mate will find me and that my writing will flourish.

Remove Resistance by Allowing
You want to attract the people who are intended to be part of ur life, and u want to have a happy, fulfilling, spiritual relationship.

Giving forth what u want to attract.
Once you have formed a picture in ur mind of the person or people that u intend to show up in ur immediate life space and u know how u want them to treat u and what they will be like, u must be what it is that u r seeking.

Soul
What an amazing coincidence. I just described what I want and I also realised its who I am, a composition of Z, Th and Rj. I am on the right track, setting myself free for better relationship. Rj used to call me "baby". I got reminded as Aa called me that the other day.

The Power of Intention
Giving forth what u want to attract
This is a universe of attraction and energy. U can't have a desire to attract a mate who is confident, generous, non-judgemental and gentle and expect that desire to be manifested if ur not that way too - which is why most people don't attract the right people at the right time.
The right people will show up precisely when u need them and when u r able to match up. U must be that which u desire. When u r what u desire, u attract it, by radiating it outward. U have this ability to match up with the power of intention and fulfill ur attention to attract ideal people and divine relationships.

Soul
Amen. Father, thank U for making me wait this long, for allowing me to be whole before my spiritual partner finds me.