The past is no more (3) - Life is effortless (new blog)

Jul 6 Aft

Father, I am bit out of sort or rather frazzled. It has been a long time since we have so much work line up one by one. My new mantra, life is effortless and I won't change my mode.

Despite so much work, I can still leave office before 7.30 pm and its great. Despite so much other work load, we managed to meet our reporting deadline.

No matter what happen, I won't go back to the Past.

On family, as expected sis in law reacted badly and now boycott coming to family home. Anyway, this will blow out. These days I am not keen to tackle the drama of others. Let's fight it out. Sis need to air out her anger and its good per se. Its just that there are 'victims' around. But let them pick their pieces too.
For me, she did rant and rave to me and I stop her. I also didn't let her affect me.

Father, a tot occurred to me. This turmoil at office is not a challenge to me. Is to them. What I need is just to stay cool.
The family drama also not for me.
The drama at Isha also not for me.

I am not the drama gatherer. I already stop the job drama and now to stop the people drama.

Suddenly tot of Z. I wanted us to be on speaking terms once again.

Sadhguru
Meditation gives u an experience, an inner state where what is you and what is yours is separated. There is a little distance, there is a little space between what is you and what you have accumulated.

When there is a little space, it brings an absolute clarity of perception. You see life just the way it is. No distortions about it; simply seeing life just the way

Once you understand this you naturally become meditative; u want to clear up everything and just look at life the way it is, because u want to walk through life with least amount of friction, without stumbling on this or that.

Soul
This is similar to my initial tot that started me on my journey. I wanted to remove or lift up the veil of my sub consciousness that drives my life unknowingly.
I wanted to be in control of my life.
But Sadhguru added another layer.
Life with least friction translates to Effortless life.

Sadhguru
When u r no longer identified with ur body and mind, u will be in touch with the source of Creation within you. Once this happens, Grace happens.

Whether u r here, or beyond, this is the end of suffering. That means ur whole karmic bag - ur past or unconscious mind - has been kept aside. It cannot have influence over u. Once the past has no influence over u, then life becomes a huge potential.

Soul
Keep on thinking about Z. I want to clear the air before sathsang. My focus is on sathsang. The fact is he is still a diamond but just not my diamond. And I am thankful for my time with him.
Thanks to him, I finally know my lovability is due to me and me alone. This was further confirmed by his North node in Aquarius and South node in Leo. So, there is no judgement at him. He was just being him and I am just being me. We r both loving and protecting ourselves the best way we know.
Him not wanting me the way I wanted is no longer a personal reflection of me. He has no hold over me.
So, we need to start afresh.

Sadhguru
Every breath becomes such a tremendous possibility in ur life, because the past is not playing any role in ur existence here now.
If you sit here, u r absolute life. Life becomes effortless.

Soul
Amen. I am on the right track. Just this morning I wanted this.

Sadhguru
Once simply sitting and breathing is such a great pleasure, u will become very genial, flexible, wonderful because all the time u r in a great state with urself. No hangover. Mind becomes sharper than ever before.