Journey that matters, not the distance

Jul 9

Fantastic swim. As I was swimming and focused on the moment, I was enjoying the water

Its the Journey that matters and not the distance that matters. Z and I had a good journey. We both played our role well.

I swam another 2 rounds just enjoying the journey. I think I finally got it.

Tot of sharing with Z but then decided against it. I still have feelings for him and I want him. So, don't open up.
Suddenly a tot came, Be a fool.

I find it difficult to be a fool. If I forget, I will get hurt again. I don't want to go there anymore. He already said his finale. And besides he wanted children and I don't.

Just did my sathsang. My short term, 2 months was to make peace with Z. I called him and no reply. Maybe, peace is already done.

Sadhguru
You make yourself receptive by becoming less of yourself.
Sadhana absorbs u into activity in such a way that in the daily process of living, u forget who u r. U forget what u r. U forget what ur life is about. U r just absorbed into what is happening.

Soul
Yea, I don't take myself seriously. When I sit for meditation, I just allow whatever to be. To me, my role is just to meditate and outcome is never mine to dictate.
Just like samyama, I sat for 1 and half years and finally it taking fruits.