Cosmic Reward - beginning of recovery (9)

Jun 25
Father, did my practice. It was fine but did have some pleasure tots of Z. I just let it be.

Went for my swim. It was good, just focus on breathing in water. Mid way have tots of Z, how he cannot be open with me becos he only plan be short term with me. I start to get aggravated. Then a tot came, why?? Yea, I am not my mind. Its over and I do appreciate him. Just let it be. I am not my mind. Need not hang on to it.

Father, I just know I don't want to make Z into a bad person. He is not. He is a diamond, just not my diamond.

Cecelia Ahern
I wrote all night and slept all day. I didn't leave the house for 3 months until the book was finished and I knew within the first week that it was something special. Writing is my passion, not just profession. I would write if I wasn't published. I would write on my own time, all of the time and so if u wake up in the morning and feel compelled to do something, then that's what u should do.

For me, a happy ending is when the person feels as though they are able to face the day, when they feel that they can get through the moments and they are happy to be alive. It is not about finding the man of ur dreams, its about finding the happiness within ourselves. Instead of being rescued by other people, they rescue themselves. They create their own futures.

Soul
Just about to sleep in the afternoon. Suddenly tot its nice not to have drama of Z in my mind. No uncertainty.

Woke up before the alarm. First thing I felt was I am fine. No drama.


Jun 25 Aft
The Power of Intention
Every tot u have has an energy that will either strengthen or weaken u.
There's a vibratory action to ur tots, ur feelings and ur body. U need to increase those frequencies so they are high enough to allow u to connect to the power of intention.
We must raise ourselves to the level of energy where we are the light we seek, where we r the happiness we desire, where we are the love we feel is missing, where we are the unlimited abundance we crave.
By being it, we attract it to us. By condemning its absence, we ensure that condemnation and discord will continue to flow into our lives.

If u r experiencing scarcity, anguish, depression, an absence of love, or any inability to attract what u desire, seriously look at how you've been attracting these circumstances into ur life.

Soul
I knew that.

The Power of Intention
A mini-program for raising ur energy vibrations
1. Become conscious of ur tots.
By shifting in the middle of a weakening tot to one that strengthens, u raise ur energy vibration and strengthen urself and the immediate energy field.

2. Make meditation a regular practice in ur life
Meditation allows u to make conscious contact with ur Source and regain the power of intention by assisting u in cultivating a receptivity that matches up with the force of creation.

3. Become conscious of the food u eat.

4. Retreat from low energy substances

5. Become conscious of the energy level of the music u listen to.

6. Become aware of the energy levels of ur home environment.

7. Reduce ur exposure to the very low energy of commercial and cable television.

8. Enhance ur energy field with photographs

9. Become conscious of the energy levels of ur acquaintances, friends and extended family.

10. Monitor ur activities and where they take place.
Immerse urself in nature, appreciating its beauty, spending time camping, hiking, swimming, nature walj. Do yoga, massage and etc.