Jul 6 Eve
Just now did my shoonya/samyama. For the first time, after one and half year, I finally connect to the source during samyama. With eyes wide open, I was bubbling with joy and laughter erupted. A real breakthrough.
Earlier this afternoon, I finally open up and msg Z. At first, I drafted a personal note, but I didn't want to send. Later when I was doing Isha preparation, I just msg if he is coming. Within minutes he replied. That was us clearing the air. We can now move forward. Amen.
All the drama in my mind that I will fall again for him is just drama. I was not keen to msg him again. I decided that we would only talk during sathsang. Let's keep it 'professional'.
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Need your help on the Samyama program! I am able to sit for 1 hr in Artha siddhasana but not for 1.5 hrs, although there are 50 days for the program . Would l be able to cope up?
ReplyDeleteSorry, just see your comments now. By now, you would be in samyama. The daily 1 hour is just to get ur 'muscle' align.
ReplyDeleteI am sure your time in samyama will be fine. Hope u can tell me whats ur experience. I have been to both Samyama and Refresher.