Cosmic Reward - benefits from ending (11) _ Natal Chart

Jun 27 Eve

Father, I am updating my blog. My last insight was that both Z and me is hiding. Z hides me and I hides my writing. I was energised to work on my writing. But I couldn't start and instead I focus on Z so I can avoid starting.

Aiyoh, both Z and writing also not easy. If u asked me, taking Z may be easier as I only face him. But taking my writing, I really don't know how.

Father, I know I am avoiding my writing. Help me to get onboard.
Father, suddenly the Osho cards make sense

1. Issue - Compromise
Yea, I wanted to avoid my writing.

2. Internal - Outsider
I couldn't find my door out to open myself, my writing. I finally found the door.

3. External - Miser
I don't want to share my writing. I hold on to being anonymous.

4. What to do - Burden
Release my reputation, ignore what others think

5. Resolution - Inner voice
Conflict remove.

Updating blog and saw this
Natal Chart
4 or more planets in Earth signs
If u find that u r becoming bored or depressed, you should realised that ur values are misplaced and that ur sense of security is false. If u r not happy, change ur status quo and embrace the unknown. When paralysed by fears and inhibitions, breathe deeply and move slowly and deliberately towards what you want.

Soul
What I want is to be freed to follow my destiny as a Transformational Writer. I wrote stories that lights up people's minds. No wonder I felt in limbo, just feeling depressed. Z is gone and I m trying to create hope. I ignore my writing.

Natal Chart
Five or more planets in fixed signs
Once u make up ur mind and are willing to pay the price, u usually get what u want. It may take time and u may have to overcome obstacles, but that is no matter. If u r committed, u r a powerhouse. After u overcome inertia, u r persevering, steady and stable.

Soul
I know. I now need to cross over.

Supertalent
You r so blessed that u make a natural minister. U r both wise and psychic.

Soul
Amen. That's what Sl and St said to me.

Father, I am facing 2 issue - one in opening up writing and second the achievement aspect. Why don't I just let go of the achievement and just open up my writing. Like I did by removing the blog link. I am ok selling book, but writing continues and I need to do written counsel and I can cos I am both wise and psychic.

Natal chart
Chiron in Pisces
Give some sagacious tot to how u can best help those who cannot help themselves. Do it reverentially.


Uranus
Share insights, realisations and revelation.
The tone of ur life is vastly different than that of most mortal.

Soul
This is it. My natal chart points to it.