Jan 10 eve
Enjoyed my home time today. Just watched TV, sleep and went for nice dinner with family.
I m feeling blessed to have this time with my family.
Just sadhana in the morning. Nice time with shrine.
Tot of the local Isha meet that I was not invited. I m glad I am out. I may not be productive but I now just want to be me, if I have no valuation, so be it as long as I m just being me.
I can finally see I was seeking validation with local Isha too especially when my stint with Z ended. Then I tot I got Y but when that ended I tot can go back. Alas the local Isha is also just another form of validation, not my sadhana.
My life lesson is to stop seeking validation from anyone or anything. Just be without external validation so I can have my internal validation.
Thanks to sannidhi, everything falling into place.
North node in Taurus
They are here to connect with the wealth of reassurance and peace in their own nature. Thus the bonding they need for security and a sense of self-worth can happen within themselves
Soul
Amen.
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