Friday, February 13, 2015

My love and joy for water is back

Jan 17 morn

This morning in the pool, I got my laughter back. I just focus on swimming on 15 metre. Just want to get back my joy of swimming. My love for the water. There were no panic attack but got some fear. But I am able to feel the loving water. I laughed loads and even sang.

A tot came to me, no comparison. Instead of judging myself to swim the whole lap, perhaps my purpose is just to savour the water. Maybe I can't swim the whole lap.
Just as others can't think strategise on work like me, didn't head top role in their career and I m fine with them; why do I feel that I need up complete the lap.

Yes, we are different and is okay.

After the swim I had a tot of Y. While we were mentally compatible. He can be quite abrupt and not sensitive. I won't be happy. So he too wasn't for me.
Yes, focus on why they not right for me instead of me not right for them. Remember I too got a choice. I need not be at receiving end. Amen.

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