North Node in Taurus - soul mate

Jan 24 aft 1

North node in Taurus
Deep in their hearts, more than anything in the world, they want a soul mate - that special person to travel with through life in a state of mutual vulnerability, commitment and empowerment.
To have this dream come true, they need to first experience being complete within themselves. When they no longer need another person to make them whole, only then they can attract the right partner.


Soul
For the first time, I think I can now be on my own.
Got the sannidhi, have a shrine on my own.
Me getting my dream condo is the second thing.
I m truly getting to what I want..no longer waiting for prince charming.
No longer hoping others know what I want, give me what I want.
I now give myself what I want.
Amen.

A tot came to me.
With my younger brother out of the way, now got my big brother.
Instead of lamenting why he is here.
I think perhaps is for me to make a stand that, I no longer want to give to others anymore. I want to give myself.
Perhaps similar lesson for my mom too.
Perhaps she too want out from taking care of family. Years of taking care of dad and children.
Now still on children...
Will ask her tomorrow.
Once we shift out may be time for her to just retire from big family cooking.
Just enjoy food instead..

As for me, big brother presence, actually sets in the forgiveness for the past. I can now see him without the fear. I can see his fears. I can now see his constant criticism of me was his way of puffing himself up. He was truly insecure.
Finally laid the past to rest.

Displacement
Six of Hearts
Becoming more conscious of our actions in the area of personal relationship ls.
It is entirely possible that some fated events occur in ur life this year as a result of ur actions in the past in ur personal relationships.
These events may not be to ur liking. They may even seems unfair as far as u are concerned, as if what is happening is something that u do not deserve. These are likely to be difficult situation during ur Saturn period and they will involve some key relationships. However this event  are fair and just, the result of something u did in the past, be it in this lifetime or one prior to now.
Sometimes this card has been known to attract a karmic relationship that returns for us to settle some unfinished business.
Issues will revolve around finances and having an awareness of personal responsibility in matters of love and family. It is up to u to explore any situations that come up and to be open to learning more about fairness. Keep an open mind and be willing to give whatever is asked of u if you wish to get the most from this powerful influence.

Displacement in Ruling
Six of Clubs
This card can have a powerful and positive effects on ur career and work. This could be the year that u become much better known or recognised for ur contribution.
This could be a vital time to devote some of ur resources to advertising or to getting into the media because success in these areas is almost certain. All in all, this should be a hallmark year where work is concerned.

Finally this card points to a need for more focus on one's purpose in life. This could be a year when circumstances cause u to reflect on ur life and make a sincere effort to finding the path best for u. Once that path is found, u are obligated on a spiritual level to follow it to the best of ur ability, regardless of external circumstances.
Following the path u have set for urself or just finding path that is meant for u, may be one the significant challenge of this year.


Soul
so true..so much Six these year.
Everything is coming together..
I am now ready to embark on my own needs.
No longer waiting for others.