North Node in Taurus - honouring their own needs

Jan 24 aft

Was updating my blog and saw this.

Jan Spiller
North node in Taurus
Honouring needs.
They have denied and postponed their own needs in so many incarnations that now their neediness is over energised.
They cannot hope to experience truth and harmony in human rships if they do not demonstrate this neediness in their own lives.
This includes no sins of omissions (for example letting what someone says pass by without acknowledging feeling of hurt, or pretending to be in agreement.)


Soul
I ignored more than just the hurt in rship.
I ignored my need for luxurious items. My need for a coffee machine, for a nice lovely home that I can savour. I wanted a pool too.
I was waiting for my younger brother to shift out.
In a way I was holding on to the family. Because I have mom with me, I carry the responsibility together with her.
And now for big brother, I am no longer willing to wait for him.
He has a lovely big penthouse outstation that doesn't even have guest room for us to stay.
Here I am expected to house everyone.
I know mom is bit torn. She wants to take care but I also know she is tired.
Maybe time for her to rest instead of cooking for everyone else.
She now in her mid seventies..time for her to rest.
Well, its time I give myself what I want.
I know mom be reluctant.
I can afford to keep two places..or maybe I don't have to.

North node in Taurus
A major turning point is when they focus time and energy on projects that are important to themselves, not being diverted by what they think is important to another person.
They are here to take back their power. When they stand in their power, they can afford to be loving and helpful to others.
There are no more battles to fight, noting more to give up, no part of themselves that has to be thrown away.
This is a building lifetime: building a sense of comfort through their connection with themselves.

 Soul
Yeap, I am finally taking back my power,
Such irony..Others tot I am self centred..actually in reality i am not.
Its because I have given so much that I tend to be careful for any further requests.
I didn't realise that I was also holding back with my family.
I really wanted a nice place
Thats my envious feeling when I saw G's duplex condo with fantastic sea view and nice swimmming pool and A's lovely kitchen with nice dinning open out to garden.
Amen.
I am finally giving myself what I want.


North node in Taurus
To balance overactive desire in this incarnation they need to exercise the antidote, which is appreciation for what they already have. As they feel gratitude for what life has already brought them, they relax and feel peaceful and loved. The energy of appreciation pulls them back into themselves and when they are centered in this way, they open to life bringing them more.
As they take time to appreciate what they do have - with openness and feeling - they begin to experience the fullness of love inside them, which replaces the agitation they have so often felt.

Soul
I am there now.