Be valueless..and stay priceless

Aug 3

Osho
1. Issue - Celebration
Don't be too wise. Your cleverness is your disease. Always remember to stop. Don't go to the extreme. A little foolishness and a little wisdom is good, and the right combination makes u a buddha.

Celebration never depend on outside circumstances. True celebration arises from a joy that is first experienced deep within and spills over into an overflow of song, dance and laughter and yes, even tears of gratitude.

You are becoming more and more available and open to the many opportunities that are to celebrate in life.

Soul
Yday, amazingly, CEO was back to her normal cordial and direct style. She keep on asking abt GM, I gave my input. I was open, and she asked abt her card. I told her abt the Beginning and Money and real estate. Didn't share abt her karma card. Didn't tell her abt her long range Ace of Spade - death card. Yday checked her King of Diamond planetary ruling - she got 2 Aces for Pluto and Result - Heart and Club.

She and I, hers 3 Aces and me, 4 Sixes.
Father, let me be happy lah.

Yday, she says our rship is open, we argued but we touch up again. She like that. Mmm, here I tot its becos she didn't think m valuable and hence dare to scold me. Alas, its she not able to control herself due to valuation mode.

(Aug 27 - Our rship developed further still. Its amazing, she has awaken up. It is really true, the higher your ego, which is only energy but focused negatively), the higher would be your spirituality, when you change direction towards positivity. Her transformation is beyond me, while its true, I help, but I am only a catalyst, she makes the change of direction herself, and her inherent high energy propel her forward. So, all 7 is truly spiritual. Amen, thanks for letting me see this.)

2. Internal Influence that u r unable to see - Compromise
Don't be clever, otherwise, u will remain the same, u will not change.
Whenever we compromise our truth, it always leave a bad taste in our mouth. Its usually because we are trying to gain something - whether it is power or the approval of others.

Soul
Tot of d 8 of Club guy...with what I know of D, don't want to touch. Also, he is not rich like KJ. But surprisingly, whenever I meditate, tot of him do come.

Second tot, perhaps I tot of 8 of Club because I am afraid of being lonely.

Mmm, perhaps both also not real :)

3. External - Conditioning
Unless u drop ur personality, u will not be able to find ur individuality.
Look at ur own reflection and make a move to break out of ur conditioning.

Soul
Tot of my valuation mode. Still heavily ingrained but at least I am aware. I want to be just who I am. I don't want to prove myself worthy of anyone or anything. I just wan to be.

4. What is needed for resolution.
Ordinariness
You can live an extraordinary life in a very ordinary life. You can be perfectly at ease - because the question is of you doing your action totally, enjoying, delighting it.

You are now facing a time when this easy, natural and utterly ordinary approach to the situations you encounter will bring far better results rather than any attempt on your part to be brilliant, clever, or otherwise extraordinary. Forget about new invention or dazzling others.
The special gift you have to offer now is presented best by just taking things easily and simply, one step at a time.

Soul
So apt, that's my approach. Not easy cos whenever reduced valuation arise, I want to go back.
One step at a time.

5. The Understanding
Going with the Flow
Water flow without ambition, it always move towards the depth, searches for the lowest ground. Water does not want to declare itself unique, exceptional, extraordinary. It has no ego idea.
Ambition means going uphill.

Every moment, we have a choice whether to enter life's waters and float, or to try swim upstream.
Float now, trusting that life will support u in ur relaxation and take u exactly where it wants u to go. Everything is happening exactly as it should.

Soul
This give me the motivation to stay with the uncomfortable feeling of not being lovable.