Contentment within and compassion without (3)

Jul 31

Father, did a whole 2 hours of practice. Was good. While I was meditating, tot of d main client issue came, I let it be. Also tot of my family, they never asked anything of me. I was brought into the right family. If I was born into a feeler family, it would have been difficult for me. My family allows me to be who I am, pursue my interest and etc. Thank U. For the first time, I am grateful for my family and its perfect arrangement. Amen.

Was reading New Earth. Just read a caption relating to my Dream of Self-Mastery
Mastery of life is not a question of control, but finding a balance between human (role u play) and Being.

Give up defining yourself - to yourself or to others. You won't die. You will come to life.
In form, you are and will always be inferior to some, superior to others. In essence, you are neither inferior nor superior to anyone.

Evening
Osho - Nanak
Your fate is not written on ur forehead; rather it is written in the wavelength of your life current, your vibration.
God has no desires, no motives. God is beyond destiny. God plays with his creation as a child play with his toy; to play for play sake.

The day your life current gets adjusted to the right wavelength, you will find all purpose disappearing from your life.

Soul
I know that once vibration is lifted, m changed and my life changed too. That's why am not sure of 7thunder destiny card. It assumes the same yearly spread regardless of your vibration. Father, the more I read, the more am sure that I won't be a card reader, but I don't mind using it as a tool.

(Aug 22 - after further reading, noted that the readings are subjective and not objective. Hence while it seem the same substance, it has different interpretation in form for different people/circumstances. I am keen on it. I may not be a specialist card reader, but definitely well versed enough as a generalist and my Insight will provide the 'touch' required. Amen)

Osho - Nanak
Leave all to him. The only grip you have to loosen is the grip on yourself and everything is solved.
Step aside, let him take over the reins of your destiny. Then whatever happens, do not judge or draw conclusions, because nothing happens against his will. Whatever happens, happens for the best.

Soul
I would say I am 75 percent knowing this.


(Aug 22 - Finally, my resentment dissolved. God truly loves me, he is not testing my worthiness by giving me the power. He is helping me to achieve my Destiny..its not to make me suffer, like I tot. Father, I am sorry, looks like my perception of You is really skewed. I am now 90% sure You know what is best for me.)



Osho - Nanak
The difference between a saint and a sinner is only that the life energy of one is creative and the other is destructive. Thus, whoever creates, can never act satanic. And one who creates nothing, can never be a saint, no matter how much he deludes himself.
The energy within has to be utilised one way or the other, for energy cannot remain stagnant; it has to flow.
Wherever your attention is, there your life flows.

You have to break the old links and not create new links of karma. By and by a moment comes when nothing of the old remains and nothing new is being formed; you are free. Ultimate bliss occurs only in this state.


(Aug 22 - Father, this reinforce my Creativity card - allow my creativity to shine thru. Here Osho says that if I don't create nothing, I can never be a saint...so this re-affirm the msg of me having a black screen blocking my Inner Sun from shining through.
Father...you are really great. How can the timing of me updating this blog re0affirms my Insight this morning. Infact, I wasn't planning to do this today. Was thinking of watching korean drama. But suddenly tot I wanted to write. So here I am updating my blog.
Everything I need, You gave to me...I am so blessed. I am sorry it took me so long and blamed you for everything. Alas, I have been on a victim mode in relation to my relationship to You.
I think of you are like me. Because I always asked myself to justify my worth. I tot you did that too. Alas,...I am the one hurting myself, not loving myself.. whereas you were only trying to help me to achieve my destiny. Amen,
Father...Thank You.)