Jul 20 Afternoon

Father, S trigger me weekly. His communication is all over. He extrapolate.

When I was scolding him, suddenly a tot came, I too extrapolate especially when I am defensive and try to justify my position.
No wonder CEO says my communication is not good.
Aiyoh, thanks for this. Will be specific in communicating with CEO.

I unnecessarily trigger people defense mechanism, hinting they may be wrong, when they are not. I extrapolate for defenses.
I guess nowadays only when I am defensive, its triggered.


Evening
Spoke to CEO about the front reception and got her input. Surprisingly, she also suggested persian rug, which was what I got. The only thing is the length of the rug.
Surprisingly, today we found a carpet shop and has all the persian rug we wanted. Father, u answer my prayer.

Thank u.
Just now meditation was deep. When I did the plough back, I can still sing and breathe normally. I can even wrap my feet. Then when I did my face resting, I went down flat, amazing. A colleague says that meditation doesn't make us nimble. On second tot, I find myself becoming nimble after meditation session. So, how to explain that.

Osho - Nanaks
Where is the desire when the ultimate coupling has already taken place - the union with existence. After the ultimate nuptial, there is no more search for the beloved.
Wander where u will, no one besides Him can satisfy u.
When u r in love with someone, all fatique leaves you; you feel light and fresh. You are filled with cheer; all the dust of toil is shaken off.

Soul
Amen. These days, I just feel cheery and even sign off "cheers".
Something I have never done previously. I am sticker for saying what I meant.
People even says m bubbly.