In order to transcend, we need to experience the bad too

Jul 18
Father, I was bit affected. Had tots of P.
Anyway, conclusion is that my dream is Self-Mastery whereas her is Financial Creativity. She want to be a philanthropist like Oprah. As for me, I just wan to be my True Self. And in order to do that I have to analyse, remove all my beliefs that prevent me from being my True Self. And I am thankful God has given me an analytical mind that makes my self-analysis

Afternoon
Father, just received an sms from P that she has an Insight on her trip and she will email me. I am glad.

Radical Forgiveness
Just surrender.
If new insights or connections, old memories, emotional movements, and other psychic events are necessary for the desired change to occur, they will automatically and without our conscious control. If we try to figure it all out and manipulate the unfolding process, this creates resistance and blocks the process completely, which puts us right back under the influence of the ego.

When we truly drop the need to know the why or how of everything, let go of our need to control the world, truly surrender to what is - as is - in the knowledge that the Love of God is in everything, we shall transcend the Law of Cause and Effect entirely. Then we shall realise that karma is just another story that exists only in out mind. There is only the first cause, which is God.

However, if we engage in activities and consistent ways of Being that result in our vibration being significantly raised, we may find ourselves becoming "first cause". This would be in stark contrast to how it is for the majority of us, we are always the "effect" in this cause and effect world - always having to react to what appears to be happening "out there".

Soul
Father, yeap, I still cannot surrender. Perhaps that's what P can do.
Yea, look at how we drive ourself compulsively by avoiding 'bad feelings. How we created the circumstances ourself.
I will live with awareness, no longer pull with my consciousness.

Radical Forgiveness.
To accomplish our mission (to transform energies), we must have total experience of those energy.
We must go fully into the experience of being human.
It is only when we have fully felt the emotions connected with these energies that we gain the ability to move into the full forgiveness of them. And it is through forgiving them, that we remember who we are.

To transform anything, we must experience it fully and love it just the way it is.
By holding the idea that everything was perfect, the energy would be allowed to move - without as much resistance - in whatever direction it needed to move. That is what transforming energy means.

Jul 18 Even

Cloud of Unknowing
This sorrow needeth thee to have discretion, on this manner; thou neither too rudely strain thy body nor thy spirit, but sit full still, as it were in a sleeping device, all forsobbed and forsunken in sorrow. This is true sorrow; this is perfect sorrow, and well were him that might win to this sorrow.
This sorrow, when it is had, cleanseth the soul, not only of sin, but also of pain that it hath deserved for sin; and thereto it maketh a soul able to receive that joy, the which reevth from a man all witting and feeling of his being.

Soul
Coincidentally same msg as Radical Forgiveness, about staying with the suffering