God is attained when ego is tired out

Aug 1 Even

3 days has passed. Seem quite fast or perhaps no. I savoured it. This weekend mind was bit off, but I did update my blog and also nearly finished reading Destiny card. Father, frankly too much things to remember and I wanted out but I remember what u said about my growth path is to be in uncomfortable situation, so I stay. Guess I wanted out becos I have difficulty memerising and I tot I couldn't excel. As usual, anything I can't win, I don't play. Guess this is the same way on how I retain my valuation. Since I cannot pull up my valuation, I make sure I don't pull it down.

Father, tot of last year Jupiter card, start of new biz. At first I says not true but then I recall I did have an idea for new biz, but alas both C and V also not keen and I was also uncertain, so nothing come out of it.
Father, this year is important for me, let me be open, let me be courageous. Let me have some help.

Osho - Nanak
As soon as all effort ceases, grace descends; as soon as your hopes are shattered and all activities drop away and all struggling ends, the ego falls and the palms open.
The aim of all yoga is to tire u out. Got is not attained through yoga, only the ego is tired out.
No methods lead to God - just to exhaustion, so that u reach a state of perfect relaxation; so that when the fist opens there is no strength to close it again.

The more changes in ur life, the greater is ur restlessness. This explains so much of the agitation in the world today, because there is constant change.