Just accept where you are - go with the flow

Aug 4

Father, my practices was shorter. Think was d breathing meditation stopping too early. I was feeling restless. But suria namaskara was fine. First 2 cycle, the elbow was painful but the rest manageable.

Tot of d mail from the 2 gals. Now that I have expressed my envious feeling, I can now think objectively and come up with alternative recommendation for Creative. Earlier I tot ECD would re-do the orgn chart, but instead he left it status quo. So, I will take charge. Besides, me and CEO is a team and we do have MARS energy that can be used constructively by working together.

Also, now that I know my triggering points is as light as hers, I can't judge her anymore. Amen.

Regardless of outcome, at least I have courage to share my tot. Apart frm my envious feeling, swallowing the appointment of the 2 persons really leave a bitter taste in me. Earlier I tot I keep quiet since I am the only one disagreeing to it. Also, didn't want to trigger CEO since our war just ended last Monday after 1.5 mths of raging at me. I didn't want to jeopardise. The truth is for me to work with her instead of being afraid and then resenting it.

Now can see the Osho cards happening.
I am happy becos of my Insight for Creative. Father, in the end, I am most happy when I got Insights, either in office or personal.
As for P, S and WY, I am glad P finally saw the mirror in S and S finally knows his areas of improvement and how he affect others. I enjoying and felt delightful. I guess that's my creativity at work. Its done for its own sake, without tot of reward or recognition.
Going with the flow. Just let my creativity out. If not accepted, m fine, but I have says my point. Frankly I am already delighted by my idea. Whether they agree or not is beyond my control and it doesn't matter much cos it doesn't affect me personally.