Aug 18
Father, this mornin was surprising. I tot of doing asanas as my elbow and knee is in pain, but body did suria namaskara. My mind says to change, but a tot came, regardless of the situation, I shld do 3 rounds of suria. Anyway, I did the whole 12 cycles and it was effortless and there was no pain.
When I was meditating, tot of GM came in. And I tot perhaps I have inadvertently raise her anger by informing her abt CEO's comment. Tot of my previous situation wit ex-PA who insisted on keeping me informed of CEO's view of me becos she was frustrated that she has to listen to CEO's nagging. It did drive me away frm CEO. Then when we were not on speaking term, my rship wit CEO improves.
GM said she has drafted resignation, then again tot of ex-PA, same tactic. GM, same card with ex-PA, so their karmic interaction with CEO is the same.
So, I have decided not to share with her even if I am frustrated and will tell her not to ask me either. Since her decision is to stay, she shld not be unduly bothered abt CEO's perception of her. Ironic, I m back to being middle man, keeping the peace among the family.
I am glad I managed to calm CEO down and allay her fear. I told her my motto now; life is not easy, don't make it difficult. I also shared abt bosses are also requires to be patient when facing their staff.
But I admit I was also surprised at my quick turnaround. She was accusing me of conspiracy and then still seek my input. My original decision was to play cool and not offer anything. But she was open and being vulnerable about her insecurities and I can't help but allay her fear and keep her in perspective.
I do have a gift. Tot of my Osho- creativity card. Just be open to what want to be expressed through u. Remember we don't possess our creations, they don't belong to us.
True creativity arises from a union with the divine, with the mystical and the unknowable. Then it is both a joy for the creator and a blessing to others.
Also tot of V saying he thinks I will make an awesome Life Coach or Executive Coach for CEO.
Mmm, that exactly what I have been doing for CEO.
Mmm, so reflective of my 6 card this year, abt keeping peace among co-workers.
Jus now tot of C. First tot to give her the sms ; A not so friendly reminder. Pls send my cd. You are wasting my time and hurting our friendship.
Then second tot, let's wait till d website is out, send her the link and tell her that I now need the cd. Just send, if not tell me to buy a new one on my own. Don't hold me back from pursuing my Destiny.
Yday, when I read thru my Vision book. Realised that loads has materialised. Looks like law of attraction is working.
What is the Truth for me?
Fundamentally everyone is a good person. They changed to the extent where love is absent and fear arise.
So, less fear or more love; more good person or more loving person.
Looking at the Fool card
A fool is one who goes on trusting. He doesn't allow situation to corrupt him. His action may appear foolish to others and even to himself, if analysed with a rational mind.
Zero place occupied by the Fool is the numberless number where trust and innocence are the guides, not skepticism and past experience.
Soul - tot of my rship wit CEO. I have offered my support and counsel but she stabbed me later. This has happen a few times. Yday morning, I decided not to help her anymore. Let her rot. But yday evening, she asked for help, and I gave again.
I am seldom affected by situation. My view or personality doesn't fluctuate according to circumstances or people.
Just tot, yea, new approach wit GM too.
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