My website Joy Ong (4)

Aug 17 Eve

Finally did it, purchased the website; joyong.org. Was thinking perhaps shld do like V,
joy@ong.org, then the name will be obvious.
But on the other hand, since m not ready to go open per se. Perhaps its good. People will mistake it for jo yong instead of joy ong.

Father, like I told GM, the abnormal CEO pushes us to evaluate ourselves. GM again says that she drafted resignation letter and again said that she will resign if CEO doesn't behave herself. Mmmm, she is sounding more and more like the ex-PA. Anyway, I have told her previously that she is like the boy who cried wolf. After a while people doesn't believe her. Guess that's why PD react like that to her.

As for me, earlier spend 2 hours making CEO feels relaxed. So tiring. Anyway, like I told GM, I need to prepare my commn skill. Need not be so expressive nor so frontal.

Just now, after Shakti. I cried and cried immediately. So long never cried so much. I cried wrapping my arms around myself, saying no one loves me. I cried a long while. Then I start to sing and dance. Later, did the plough back and this time, even open up my 2 legs wide open, like a chinese acrobat. Amazing. Cannot believe I did that.
Anyway, thanks to CEO, perhaps its good preparation for me for this saturday workshop and she accelerated the purchase of domain. Amen.

Tot of C. Really something like ending. She and I was supposed to be partner but she dropped out. Guess, its meant to be. We r both too independent to be on partnership.
Father, U really helped me so much. Although not sure on the 50 percent social contribution. Max payout is less than 3000 dollar per mth. Bit disappointed. Perhaps m meant to work first and do my website concurrently.

Now to check my Passion Book and Checklist

(Sept 8 - Father, it is true 9 of Heart, within my current circle of close friends, none of them is with me and my rship with C has strained a lot and I can see it ending. At least, P and V is still with me)