Positivity arise out of Purpose (4)

Aug 24 Even

Father, I m less stressed with regards to CEO and GM drama. Like PD said GM is asking for trouble and the whole company knows that GM and CEO is on bad term. While the GM is upset with CEO and complain/seek sympathy profusely, CEO is blissfully ignorant. I told him that I do have a rship with CEO and not with GM and I dislike GM keep on asking for update. He said he too received the same queries but he didn't reply.

He replied then I should tell the CEO that GM is doing all those things behind her back. He said GM is asking to be fired. The whole thing is in limbo. Like PD and CEO said GM won't leave. He and I also agree that its because both CEO and GM couldn't handle their portfolio that we got dragged into so many management meeting and taking our time away from our functional role.

I m glad that CEO has taken a turn and I say while its true GM badmouth, but she reinforce GM's gossip by reacting in anger and have such high 'threatening energy level. Previously she tot anger serve her well, but this is the outcome. Becos of her anger, her reputation is shredded to tread. Now its up to select which way she move and act. Its her choice to use anger or not.

Osho - Nanak
You are what your destination is; where u go, that itself is you.
You are not where u physically are, u r where ur mind is.
A religious person is contented with God and discontented with himself. A religious person is critical of his own self. Gradually a moment comes when he evolves to such a degree, he has cleansed himself sufficiently, that he becomes a throne for the Lord. God is bound to knock at his door - if not today, then tomorrow.

The delay lasts only as long as u r not prepared to receive him. Preparation means transformation. You will need to change yourself in many many ways. If u search within urself, u will find that not only God but u yourself would not be prepared

To attain God means that the most profound peak of existence enters into u; but then u have to create a space for him within urself.


(Sept 17 - I don't know how much more I need to clean. I would say that I have cleaned up around 70 percent. Main issue left is the romantic relationship. My inability to connect and express my feeling. But on the other hand, the Soul Sister workshop and IE has helped me to reach a space of such deep contentment during breathing meditation. It is even deeper than Shoonya. And now I know that Samyama meditation is just similar to Shoonya but with added breath awarenes. I realised I am doing it already. Will try that tonight.)