Sep 1 Even
Father, I have received the cds. I am angry at C cos the so called menu/notes are few pages notes that can just be photocopied, nothing to it. She gave me the impression that there is little notes that require typing or writing and hence took so long.
Father, my judgement is correct, really no border. Well, I have border.
I am surprised that I don't even feel any sympathy for her. At the moment, what I can think of is the few months that she has procrastinated and also she jeopardise our friendship. Firstly, didn't rec my call, secondly didn't want to meet up, follow up by delays after delay and the main thing is not feeling apologeatic and not even bother to share and after all this fiasco the so-called notes can be photocopied straight off. I am pissed off at her for allowing the drama to continue. I am also angry at myself for not seeing that her 'sacrificial' mode is 2-way.
My principle is I don't sacrifice for people and I don't expect them to sacrifice for me. I expect basic decency and communication of expectations.
Osho - Nanak
The first experience of the Realm of Knowledge is nada, music.
The second is mirth, merry-making. Mirth means that life I no longer grim but pleasant; it means life becomes sweet, light, joyful and not burdensome.
He who has heard the nada can't be sad and despondent, but filled with mirth and laughter. He can laugh. Infact, only he can laugh in the true sense, his life energy is filled with joy.
There is no grimness, no gravity in his life; u will find him authentic, genuine.
His life is filled with joy and cheer; there are no dark circles of suffering under his eyes, only celebration.
The third is frolic, play. Such a person finds wonder in his life. He is thrilled at everything he see, at everything he feels and hears - just like a little child. He has no answer for anything and other's answers no longer concern him.
The final is bliss. Mirth is like bliss; bliss is deep mirth. Mirth is the top layer, likes the waves in the ocean, while bliss is the ocean depths.
Smiles and cheerfulness are the thrills of bliss that come to the lips. You can laugh only if there is bliss within u.
So mirth is on the surface; bliss is the depth.
Soul
I have been called authentic, genuine many times over.
I have experienced all this. Amen
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