Destiny determined by our actions, not our tots

Aug 28

Osho - Nanak
All that u do in ur state of wandering, gathers around u. The collection of these actions determines ur future ... every day.
If u get up in the morning and u r angry, an impression, an imprint is created and if it happen again, the impression become more pronounced. So, all ur actions create ur habits.
The doctrine of karma is that whatever u do and keep on doing, increasing ur tendency to do the same thing, again and again.
When u do not do a thing, the possibility of ur not doing it increases accordingly.

Your actions are the only possession you take along with u after death.

If u do wrong, u give a wrong direction to ur future; if u act right, u give a right direction to ur future.

And if u live in full awareness, u r preparing for liberation. For the more a person develops his awareness, the more his habits break. Then he does not live by habit but by awareness.

In every situation he makes decisions in full consciousness and not by sheer past habits.

Soul
Tot of C. I don't wan to act on it becos I still don't think she will send the cd. She is 'unaware' that she is asking me to sacrifice for her, which I am not willing to do so. If I now write back, I could do in anger the other day but I didn't want to.
And now if I reply, most likely I go on neutral mode, but that won't help the situation of her being unaware that she is asking me to sacrifice for her.
Mmm, also no response frm V. Most likely has not done anything for my site. So, guilty and hence no response. He too is indirect.

Osho - Nanak
When u become aware, that each one is playing his own game, and u r bound to bump into one another at times, ur anger will disappear, and will ur hatred, jealousy, envy _ and all the actions that spring from them.
The day such actions disappear, u will feel pity for people, for each man is in a state of unconsciousness. The day before, anger invaded u, and on this day, it is replaced by pity and kindness. It is nobody's fault that they are asleep.
When u begin to feel pity for others ur actions will change accordingly. When ur deeds were evil, they will now be good; where u planned and contrived to harm others, u will go all out to help them. You won't even hesitate to help those who revile u, for u will be filled with compassion for them.

Soul
Yeap, my Insight on "This is not about you". And now the drama of C and also small incident with V no longer affects me like previously. Also, am willing to help CEO cos she is asking me to.

Osho - Nanak
What is critical here is the relationship between knowledge and compassion.

Knowledge means awakening.
Compassion means the qualitative change in ur actions due to this awakening.

When there is ignorance within, there is violence without;
When there is knowledge within, compassion is without.
They are associated with one another, but knowledge, discernment and intelligence not be based on actions.
What u think is of no account; only your actions will be ur testimony, ur measure.
Your destiny is determined by your actions and not your thoughts.

Soul
Tot of my Destiny to be a Catalyst Writer. I can have all the tots and write the Articles, but I still need to publish it, online at least.
Only my actions will ensure I become my Destiny

(Sep 24 - yday met V and he asked me to do ebook using my 10 articles, now need to do a summary. JoyRide Vol.1)

Osho - Nanak
Whenever u r angry, u r angry because what someone has told u strike a note of truth. Have u ever thought about this?

Soul
No wonder CEO so upset when I says she only does building relationship.

Osho - Nanak
Stop the evil and don't defer the good and ur life will change for the better.

Soul
Today when I was in mall where there were physically beautiful people, I was surprised I am able to hold my head high and look at people and hold their gaze. I am now confident of myself.

Osho - Nanak
Remember, only if u r true, u can gain entry to His court. False eyes cannot see God. True eyes are needed to see God. A true heart is required to experience truth; for only the like can recognise the like.
You have to be authentic to see him. Life will be difficult in the beginning if u r authentic.

Soul
Tell me about. I have always be authentic and it is not easy cos I would step on loads of toes.
Over the years, I learned to keep quiet if I have nothing good to say.
Not sure if I am authentic, but I always felt that if I give or say what I don't mean or cannot accept it myself, then my internal value drops and I will be sad and may regret. So, in order to live with no regret, I continue quietly.
For the first time, my authenticity, a personal hindrance in the world has now become the key in spiritual world. God works really great. Amen.