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Aug 17

Father, did my suria namaskara. Quite effortless. The pain on left shoulder is gone. Thank U. The pain on right elbow has lessen. I think the recovery rate is slower because of the displaced elbow.
Been meeting him yday evening and this morning. Just like a new car. When u r not keen, u didn't realise its there. But when u bought ur car, suddenly u see it everywhere.

This mornin tot of C and d cards. Anyway, I haven't pay for it yet. For now jus read the books. Who knows, m meant to interpret the books first. As for her procastination and delay, I know is for me to go ahead with my web.
Not sure if got audience on my web. At least there is me.
Will link the following - Osho, 7thunder, Heal ur Life, Isha, humanmetrics
For recommendation, ACIM, Radical Forgiveness, Passion Book, The Law of Attraction, The Power of Now/New Earth
Father, yeap I will start a new path from my experience.

Osho
1. Creativity
Whatsoever u do, u do it joyfully, lovingly, if ur act of doing is not purely economical, then it is creative.
If u have something growing out of it within u, if it gives u growth, it is spiritual, it is creative, it is divine. You become more divine as u become more creative.
Techniques, expertise and knowledge are just tools; the key is to abandon oneself to the energy that fuels the birth of all things.
Be open to what wants to be expressed through u. Remember we don't possess our creations; they do not belong to us. True creativity arises from a union with the divine, with the mystical and the unknowable. Then it is both a joy for the creator and a blessing to others.

Soul
Thanks for the encouragement. Yeap, got the ball rolling. Reading my 7 years card spurs me (42 to 48). Ironically, I bought the Passion book and started my Passion List when I was 42. My Top 1 passion is to be a Transformation Leader.

(Sept 8 - my ultimate is to have Self-Mastery)

2. Internal influence that u r unable to see - Thunderbolt.
A man and a woman are leaping from a tower being burned, destroyed, blown apart, because they have no choice.
After the fire, the earth is replenished. If u allow it, u will emerge from the wreckage stronger and more available for new experience. After the fire, earth is replenished. Try to watch the destruction with detachment, almost as if it were happening to somebody else. Say yes to the process by meeting it halfway.

Soul
Thanks for the support.
Father, I too have no choice. I know m not keen on my current career. I am doing it for the money. And with my RA, that's my priority and hence I wan to heal myself. But I know I don't want to follow others. I know I want to set my own path and lead others too. So, the only alternative is to create my own domain.

(Sept 8 - Tamil teacher said be a Seeker)

3. External influence of which u r aware - The Rebel
Every genius who has known something of the inner is bound to be a little difficult to be absorbed, he is going to be an upsetting force. The masses don't want to be disturbed, eventhough they may be in misery; they are in misery but they are accustomed to the misery. And anybody who is not miserable looks like a stranger.
The enlightened man is the greatest stranger in the world; he does not to belong to anybody. No organisation confines him, no community, no society, no nation.
Rebel is clearly the master of his own destiny. He has broken the chains of society's repressive conditioning and opinions. He has formed himself by embracing all the colours of the rainbow, emerging from the dark and formless roots of his unconscious past and growing wings to fly into the sky.
His very way of being is rebellious - not because he is fighting against anybody or anything, but because he has discovered his own true nature and is determined to live in accordance with it.
The Rebel challenges us to be courageous enough to take responsibility for who we are and to live
our truth.

Soul
Father, thanks for ur encouragement. Last weekend, saw the eagle in his majestic flight and got an eagle Osho result card. This morning saw the rainbow in all its full colours.
The 7 years card say my pluto challenge is King of Spade - to take charge and fight my way thru to be a King.
When I saw the word genius, I wanted to remove and changed it to person. Then I stop myself, I m quite smart, why look down on myself, why cannot accept that I may be a genius.
Yeap, like I said I don't wan to join anyone. I want to walk my own path and let others to know they too can find their own.

4. What is needed for resolution - Existence
You are not accidental. Existence needs u. Without u, something is missing in existence and nobody can replace. This give u tremendous joy, a fulfillment that u r related to Existence, and existence cares for u.
Once u r clean and clear, u can see tremendous love falling on u from all dimensions.
Home is not a physical place, but an inner quality of relaxation and acceptance.

Soul
Thanks for the reminder. Today when I tot of C. I remind myself, its meant to be. When I tot whether my domain is successful, I also tot its an opening and I just walked, results is not up to me. Father will guide me.

5. The resolution - The Fool.
A fool is one who goes on trusting, a fool is one who goes on trusting against all of his experience. You deceive him, and he trusts u; and u deceive him again and he trusts u, on and on.
You will say he is a fool, he does not learn. His trust is tremendous, his trust is so pure that nobody can corrupt it.
Don't try to create knowledge around u. Whatsoever experience comes to u, let it happen and then go on dropping. Go on cleaning ur mind continuously, go on dying to the past, so u remain in the present, herenow, as if just born, just a babe.
Moment to moment, and with every step, the Fool leaves the past behind. He carries nothing more than his purity, innocence and trust. He is in harmony with all that surrounds him. His intuition is functioning at its peak. At this moment, the Fool has the support of the Universe to make this jump into the unknown. Adventure await him in the river of life.
This card indicate that if u trust ur intuition right now, ur feeling of the 'rightness' of things, u cannot go wrong. Your actions may appear foolish to others, or even to urself, if u try to analyse them wit the rational mind. But the 'zero' place occupied by the Fool is the numberless number where trust and innocence are the guides, not skepticism and past experiences.

Soul
Father, thank U. Its all coming together. Thanks to my Ace of Diamond, I can start and later let Queen of Diamond takes over.
The korean drama's main msg is the Fool. The lady goes on trusting against all contradictions and finally found her love is waiting for her. She says she may seem weak but that's also her strong point, the ability to trust against all odds. She says she has no choice becos she cannot bear to part with him.
I too had no choice cos I cannot bear to tear away from my dream to be a Self-Master and hence I will continue to walk my Path, not knowing the outcome.

Afternoon
I told GM about my plan to exit from corporate world via social contribution. I will set my own path. Frankly I am still cautious cos not sure if I am good enough.
She replied that I will be successful cos fundamentally I am a good person. So, it is not important whether I am good enough or not.
Father, thank U. Another encouragement.