Suffering is blessing (2)

Aug 30 even
Father, right elbow still have bit of pain.
Today received sms from C on the add and I revert back. But no other msg. Somehow, I just don't want to do it. Alas, know how the Sacrifice Card works, cos it also has to be fed too, by others. Well, I am not going to be anyone set. I don't sacrifice for others and I don't expect others to sacrifice for me too.
Today the Acct Asst resigned, I was bit suspicious that it won't last and ask them to take care. I even asked FM to ensure proper workload but she said the Acct Asst needs time, looks like that is not happening. Again, when u don't know urself, u don't know others too. Anyway, she will need to find another one. I have given her the headcount.
　
Osho - Nanak
Suffering means just one thing; you have wavered in religion somewhere, somehow. Do not blame others, nor ur fortune, nor be angry with God. Take it as a hint, a warning, and try to find out where u have slipped. Where u have gone against nature? Then try to fall in line with nature - for that is religion

Soul
Yeap, suffering is blessing.
Father, still don't understand on my RA. What's still left? Not sure on my cosmic lesson card, to be physically ill and yet to stay positive. Why??
Answer came; even where u have released all the pattern, u don't heal becos u r meant to carry a message.

Osho - Nanak
To come back, to return and retrace ur steps, is called Knowledge. Every man will have to come back. Man is capable of going far. The animals, plants and birds have no religion, for they do not have the ability to go outside of nature. Whatever they do is within nature's law. They do not have the sense even to wander.
Wandering requires a little intelligence. You need at least a little courage to go wrong, and u need some awareness to step off the path. This much man has, but then to come back to the path you need more awareness.
In a way, animals and plants are helpless. The average man has a little intelligence. He can wander, therefore he has gone astray. Then only those who has the highest awareness at their command, can come back.
What the animals have naturally, u have to attain through your sadhana, through ur spiritual practice.

Buddha is completely aware of the bliss that rains on him, whereas the plant has no awareness of the bliss that rains on it.
If u do not become what u could become, u will suffer; if u become what u should have become, ur life will be filled with bliss.
Bliss means fulfillment - the attainment of that which u had the power to attain. If u die without singing the song u were born to sing, u will die in sorrow.