Completion

Six of Spades
A smoothing out of affairs in the realms of work and health and brings a much needed peace into ur life.

Soul
Well, renovation is finally completed and Z is over.

Was updating my blog and suddenly remember Sadhguru says people who are fearful lives in the past and people who have desires lives in the future.

Z has lots of desires and definitely live for future, so he has moved on and left me.

Me, a fearful person, lives in the past and holding on to him. No wonder the osho card on the bird cage is open, asking me to fly. And then eagle flight, asking me to look ahead. Think big.

Amen.

Dec 26 Eve
Father, did Shoonya and Samyama. Had on tots that Z has moved on. But no tears came, just silence and I was laughing loads at the end.

Spend time chatting with P. Told her about the sathsang chat. She asked me to be careful in future. Yes, I forgot. I felt guilty and for a moment, I felt her disapproval. But I bounced back.

Just now saw Z put himself under movies. First tot was he is now with a gal. Second tot, he is with his mom. Anyway, he has already moved on. He is fine now.

Sadhguru
Meditation or any kind of yoga is just to loosen the identity so that there is a little more flexibility.