Life cannot be solved

Dec 20 Aft
Father, suddenly msg to Z cannot be sent. A tot came, perhaps he deleted me. But I ignored and called him instead. There was ringing tone. But it got disconnected, my mind is working over time. Perhaps he wants me out, he wanted to end it for us since I can't seem to let him go.

Let's see. If it is true, I be sad for awhile, but I will be fine.

Mmm, a tot came. He has changed mobile. I know he is no longer keen on BB.

Dec 20 Eve
Father, I tried to call Z again but no response. This time I knew he didn't disconnect me. It was his phone. Now I knew he bought a new phone.

Father, self mastery is not about stealthing ourselves against others. It is about living for what we want, without being affected by others. It is like Sadhguru says about Play to win, but it is ok to lose.

Osho
Your body and mind are not separate; they are one entity. Hence with the body, with the mind, 'masculine', 'feminine' - these words are relevant, meaningful. But there is something beyond both; there is something transcendental. That is ur real core, ur being.  That being consists only of awareness, of witnessing, of watchfulness. It is pure consciousness.

Soul
Same msg as my this week awareness card.

Osho
Man is a mystery, woman is a mystery, everything that exists is a mystery - and all our efforts to figure it out are going to fail.
Life cannot be solved, cannot be understood. U can live it, u can rejoice in it, u can become one with the mystery, but the idea of understanding as an observer is not at all possible.

Everything is mysterious; it is better to enjoy it rather than trying to understand it. Ultimately, the man who goes on trying to understand life proves to be a fool, and the man who enjoys life becomes wise.

Soul
This is msg for schizophrenia card. .