When u enter the Kingdom of Heaven, you become a little child

Dec 5
Father, just briefed the web designers. I gave them a budget of 10k as this will be my life time project. I also decided to open up my blog. My audience are mainly from USA, European and India. One thing for sure is I m committing to this and finally open up. If anyone wants to dig my personal life, it be a happy problem.

V said a lot but I tot of 20k for a 2 weeks in kailash, 10k is reasonable since it is my calling n I use it 3 days a week.

Today 10 of Spades
Best card for success n satisfaction in ur work and in health.

Soul
Started on my journey. Tot of sharing with Z but I can't. V told me she got friends that do web site. Suddenly it occurred to me that the finale for 3rd ebook on rship is on The Outsider and Friendliness.

Dec 5 eve
Father, sexual dream again. Has been going on for 2 weeks. But today dream is very explicit. Guess its me missing Z. Never mind, I can find my own release. But I do wonder about whether Z faced it too. Most likely not cos he knows means of releasing n he won't let his body rules him. I will learn too.

Finished my practices. Was laughing bit during Samyama practices.

Ninth letter
U will successfully get rid of unwanted tots and re-actions, and u will then discover that laughter become more and more spontaneous. U will discover tensions are smoothed away n that u become lighter in tot, easier in rships, more caring, much more appreciative, more aware of life itself and all that it has to offer in sight and experience. U will enjoy simple pleasures more, u will be less jaded in appetites, u will need less food, less entertainment, will be more content in ur own company, and will eventually begin to rejoice in ur own company because Divine Consciousness will be infusing ur human consciousness with Its own exalted State of Well-Being. Little by little u will be returning to ur 'child' condition which views the world with happy enquiring gaze.

The phrase "unless u become as a little child, u shall in no wise enter the kingdom of heaven". I actually said that when u enter the Kingdom of Heaven, u become a little child - a child in wonder and joy.

I have given the world these Letters that those who read and absorb them may eventually enter the Kingdom of Heaven and reach that state of joy which comes of purity of mind and innocence.