Opening up to Ashram (Dhynalinga, Vijii and Teethakoon)

Dec 12
Father, was feeling bit lazy n tot of skipping guru pooja. Alas, woke up 5 am and managed to make it for guru pooja. Did my asanas, but unable to do one leg stand, not sure why. Breathing meditation was good. Shakti is good too and I was laughing half way. Start with shambhavi but stop half way for nada brahma chanting. At first I didn't want to do and just continues with my shambavi but then with the little crowd, only a few was chanting, so I had to lend my voice. I chanted and then continues with shambavi.

Then I walked to Vijii's Samadhi area. I told Vijii that I can't feel her as much as before during my last visit in August. Then I walked in and to my surprise, I felt a deep connection with her. I just watch her and I went into open eyes meditation. I sat there for more than half hour, dancing, humming n just sweet silence.

I went to Dhynalinga after my shower, I just sat there for one and half hour. I can finally open up to Dhynalinga. It was a sense of peace. I was dancing and stiffled my giggles. I m really happy that I finally open up. Amen.

Then around 2pm, I bought whole loads of Sadhguru's DVD, even The Leela's special edition dvd. This is a breakthru as I don't buy Sadhguru's dvd cos I wanted to avoid him. I tend to go into light meditation whenever I watch his dvd, so I save it for sathsang only.

Then I went into Teethakhoon, I was fearless, I spend nearly 20 minutes in the pool. I even help others to cross over. I even had Teethakhoon by myself for 5 minutes. I only come out cos its time up.

And then I went to Dhynalinga again. Effortlessly 15 minutes pass by. My head start to shake the moment I walked in. I guess the Teethakhoon water still fresh. I didn't shower it off, a second time for me. 

What a day in Ashram. I have never spend such a day before.

And now finale with Sadhguru's darshan. This will be second time.