Telling Z that I want him back, without condition

Dec 24

Father, I called but no response. At first I didn't take it personally cos I knew he must have put phone away. But I still don't understand why he doesn't return call. The last time he told me that there were always many missed biz calls which he needs to attend. By the time he is done, he forgot I called him. He told me he did the same to his family members, except his mother, cos she is home alone.

Suddenly I tot of messaging Z and I just did it.  I told him I want him for good. I said I realised I still love him when I was meditating in Dhynalinga. But I also know he need more time and so I will wait. I asked him for his tots.

Father, since I m waiting, I should tell him. And since I have decided he is the one I wanted to marry. I should tell him my love.

I broke off the last time and I must have the guts to propose reinstatement. I don't want to sit on the bench anymore.  And I must also ask what he thinks.