Enjoying Ashram (Vijii, Linga and Dhynalinga)

Dec 13
Father, didn't sleep well last night. Was too cold with the fan. Woke up at 1.15 am cos a lady was fighting and crying. Then I finally slept with air conditioner at 24 degree. Woke up at 4.50am and had some resistance but I recalled Sadhguru's darshan on hata yoga. So, I took a quick rinse and went to sadhana hall.

Did my practices and then adjourned to Vijii's place. The experience was lovely. I just open eyes and enjoyed being with Vijii.

Then I tot I drop by Linga. Bhairavi was lovely as ever, very pleasant being with her. Saw a guy getting ready for aura cleansing and tot maybe I can do that as Sadhguru always have proven me wrong. All the process he does, has benefits, but it is up to the participants. Like pancha bhuta, an amazing experience, an initiation process by itself, if recipients was receptive.

But still I resisted, I went to office to book a place for aura cleansing. I tot, if no place, then don't do. When I arrived, two gals cancel their bookings meant for another half an hour and says they pass me their queue, so I got no choice and went. Can't say much about the aura cleansing but I laughed when it ended. I got 48 days to wear both pancha and now aura string on my wrist. This is a first for me.

Dhynalinga, a lovely pleasant place. I stayed there for more than one and half hour.  I just open eyes and look at Dhynalinga, like a lovely old friend, like coming back to myself. With Vijii's, a sweet big sister.

Father, I felt I have totally accepted ashram. From Dhynalinga, Teethakhoon, Linga Bhairavi to indian food. Finally after 4 years, my resistance on indian culture and Sadhguru has been broken. Amen.