Thursday, September 8, 2011

All dramas in my mind is not real

Aug 30
Father, had some tots of Z. I want to have him. But I would say the tots are not anxious like previously.
I wonder if we were to get together again.
How to continue something that I am not sure of.
I am feeling uncertain but not anxious. I am not sure how I should feel. Its like a bit hanging. I am neither happy nor sad, just neutral.

Nevermind let it be, let it flow. If nothing is flowing with Z, just let it be. I need

(Sept 9)
We have just set our next date...and there is no anxiousness...Again, things is never what we feared)

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