Sadhguru - we are the creator of our life

Sept 11
Sadhguru has clearly mention that life does not just happen to us, we are the creator of our life. You have the option to be a speck of dust or to be the source of creation.

Father, I am no longer interested in crisis management. I already handled current company and it has stabilised until current. And now this new division, again crisis. But this time I am no longer willing to be pulled inside. I can handle it but I no longer want to.

Now I realised my confusion. I knew I spoilt my image and I used to seek validation from my job performance. But now I no longer need it. Amen. Now that I know, I am no longer feeling confused or torn.

Joy meant Santhosham in tamil.

Father, I still have an issue in volunteering. Just now when K told me that volunteer cannot go in. I told her that I am not volunteer and want to go to the meditator hall. (To me, all v has a motive, to be near to Sadhguru. Just like every time they would reserve the first few front rows for themselves). Perhaps, that's just my judgement. My thinking is since I don't need to have access to Sadhguru, I don't want to pay the price.
I guess this is Give to Get.

Sept 11 Eve
Father, what an amazing night! The public talk was awesome with the Isha Kriya.

At first when I saw Sadhguru in the exit, I tot I was fine, no 'expression' on my side.

Then I went to the toilet and I found myself singing non-stop. Later when I came out, I saw M and I cry controllably while I hugging him. The feeling of energy was so overwhelming.