Emulating my Cosmic Lesson

Aug 26 Eve

Father, I am hard working today. I was on 7 thunder for 3 hours in the afternoon and now 3 hours in the evening. There is really something about the cards, loads of things to learn.

On Sl, I no longer took it personally that she doesn't take my advice. The truth is she cannot take it. Breaking up would "kill" her. Just like going back to Z nearly "kill" me. Alas, I told her, I went in and came out stronger. From now onwards, I will confront my fear in rship. Since I no longer took it personally, I don't get angry when she cannot follow my advice. And also, since I knew my shadow in Scorpio, I am no longer keen to be in other people's drama and so it helps to break the cycle.

Father, I am learning from Z,;
1. To focus on what I want instead of price to pay.
2. To commit and work hard for what I want.

And I learned on my own that I will need to;
1. To focus on Now instead of Future
2. To ignore my fear.

The Passion Test
Action keeps attention engaged. It is not action that creates the desired result (even though it may appear that way). It is ur intention directed through the process of attention that creates the result.

Nature will guide u every step of the way when u listen to her message. It guides us through our internal experience of contraction and expansion.
Contraction is all the negative feelings and Expansion is all the positive, like joy and fulfillment.

When u feel expanded, this is Nature's way of telling u to go forward, take action, u r on the right track. When u feel contracted, the cosmic Guidance System is saying, stop, take a break, look again, reflect.

When u feel contracted and u keep going anyway, when u r feeling exhausted or uptight and u keep going anyway, u r insisting on ur will and not listening to God's will.

Travelling the cosmic highway to fulfill ur destiny has a lot to do with learning to trust that the universe is created to support u in experiencing ever-increasing joy and fulfillment. It means letting go of the idea that u have to control everything that happens in ur world.

Soul
Yea. I need to learn that.

The Passion Test
Debbie Ford's prayer
I offer myself to thee to build with me and do with me as thy will. Relieve me of the bondage of self so I may better do thy will.

Soul
Yea, good prayer for me too.
Tot of Z. While he was the experienced one, he let me lead and dictate our speed. I am surprised he didn't assert it.
I wonder if this is the lack of aggression that Datuk fung shui mentioned to me. Also, now reading the part of shorten name for Jack and full name for King, I begin to see that he use the shorten name. I just text him to use his full name in future.


The Passion Test
Debbie Ford - when u r loving ur life, magic happens.