Focus on what I want and not the price to pay

Aug 24

Father, did my practice. Focused on suria. It was not effortless but it was fine. Practices was fine too. Surprisingly little tots of Z. When I was driving, my mind has some tots of Z and wanted to pull me in. I just ignored and focus on the lovely trees and grass.

Father, of late, I found myself losing interest at work. While I am happy for the free time and the one day off, but I don't enjoy my work nor the peers and boss m working with. I found that I can't deliberate or grow with them.
But a part of me also not keen to leave cos I have an easy time for the first time in my life. And the next one who replaced me would have a lovely time.
But I am not happy. Will see. If V's offer turns up, I may accept. Focus on what I want and not the price to pay.

Father, while I have the blog and website and 7thunder for self expression and exploration, I don't have things that excite me at work. I want to be working on exciting things with people whom I can respect and deliberate. I now realised that I am quite easily intimidated. And I need a fertile soil to grow further. I am just 44, still room to grow.

Ask and It is Given
It is extremely beneficial for u to focus primarily on the way u feel while giving only scant attention to the manifestations as they are unfolding, for whenever u r giving ur primary attention to things as they are, u r hindering the expansion of what is.
All those statistics that are gathered about ur own experiences and about others - are only about how somebody has already flowed Energy. They are not about any hard-and-fast NOW reality.

Soul
This is about ignoring the past and focus on now. So, I should be ignoring also the price to pay.

Ask and It is Given
Without a knowledge of the Law of Attraction and without a conscious awareness of what u r doing with ur own vibrational point of attraction, it is understandable why u would attempt to control the circumstances that surround u.

If u know the above, u will never again feel fear about unwanted things jumping into ur experience. U will understand that nothing can jump into ur experience without ur invitation.
Soul
This means I need not fear about paying any prices for something that I want. But unfortunately I have been focused on prices to pay, resulting in non-action. I tot I was smart by having a Self_Control strategy. And when I act, I have to pay the prices because of my focus. Actually I act with knowledge of prices to pay.
"Wanting with doubt" - suffering.

Yea, instead of thinking price to pay for future job. Things of the excitement and there is no price to pay.