Z is my Cosmic Lesson and Moon; I got what I wished for in my Vision Book

Sept 8 Eve
Father, I am finally emulating my confidence at work to romantic rship.

I finally realised I got what I want in my partner in Z. He is my soil and he also push me to go beyond my current mode. Just like the korean drama, at first the hero was also a pain in the ass / great challenges to the heroin. Later she grow up to become a good farmer and then when they finally got together as a couple, he commit to support her in her dream to be a fashion designer.

Father, I got what I want. I now just need to visualise more. First tot is that Z can be wealthy as he 'suffer' and I am also proud of him as he is now living within his means.

Seven of Spade in Cosmic
Their main challenge is to learn to trust and keep their faith in spite of circumstances. Their main challenges will come in the areas of work and health.

Ask and It is Given
It is extremely beneficial for u to focus primarily on the way u feel while giving only scant attention to the manifestations as they are unfolding, for whenever u r giving ur primary attention to things as they are, u r hindering the expansion of what is.
All those statistics that are gathered about ur own experiences and about others - are only about how somebody has already flowed Energy. They are not about any hard-and-fast NOW reality.

Soul
Mmm, I found a way to handle my Cosmic Lesson. Focus on the Now, focus on my feelings, focus on my wants and not the price to pay.

Ask and It is Given
The basis of life is freedom and the result of life is expansion; but the purpose of life is joy.

That's why the main event has never been on the manifestation. It has always been the way u feel in the moment.

Soul
I am getting it. This is another insight to handle Cosmic lesson.
Evening
Suddenly tot of him. Try to call but no response. He should be sleeping.

ACIM
God's teachers are wholly gentle. They need the strength of gentleness, for it is in this that the function of salvation becomes easy.

Joy is the inevitable result of gentleness. Gentleness means that fear is now impossible, and what could come to interfere with joy?

The gentle have no pain. They cannot suffer. Why would they not be joyous? They are sure they are beloved and must be safe. God's teachers trust in Him. Joy is their song of thanks.

Soul
Just now I sing and dance after samyama. It has been a long time since I have such experience.
When I tot of Z, a flow of sadness came and I blew it off by feeling the inner joy in me.


ACIM
It is not danger that comes when defenses are laid down. It is safety. It is peace. It is joy. And it is God.

Soul
Yea, when I laid down my defenses with Z, I become more peaceful. There is so much lesser drama in my mind about him. I also become less anxious when I couldn't contact him. I no longer take it personally.