Contentment

Aug 27

Father, its been 5 weeks since my swim. I have a lovely time and I felt good. This time I just swam my pace. Lovely and the energy is strong too. Amen. Thanks for loving me.

There was no reply from Z. This time, I am not as bothered. I remembered what he said about he read msg last and also even if he didn't reply, he read it.
My msg is for sharing. I am not asking for return.

Father, it is liberating to share without asking for return or acknowledgement or even them following my advice. My role is just to share and my benefits is my self-expression.

Evening
Still no response. The old me would have been anxious and asked for feedback triggered by fear of rejection.

The mind asked. I replied since he did not reply:
1. He is not interested to know more.
2. He is interested but busy with family.
3. He doesn't need my intensity.
I am willing to experience Giving without Returns; loving without returns
I won't die cos I am full already. I am no longer triggered by fear of rejection that tot of loss or death of self.
I am fine. I am Full even without receiving.