What I want...and will be given

Sept 13
Z - seeking approval from everyone
Me - seeking validation from specific persons

For Z, seeking approval from everyone is by credential like watch/clothes, car, house, degree, being good husband and father in marriage and etc. His credential was dented by his divorce. As long as he thinks he looks good, he is fine.

For me, I used to seek validation from job, and from partner and sometimes close friends. I am not bothered by general public. Guess that's why I suffered acutely when validation is affected.

Father, the more I read and know Z, I can now see him being my mirror.

On my North Node, I used to wait for my partner to fulfill my dream but it didn't happen. Now I found my partner, I know it can't and besides he should be focusing on his dreams. So, I have to earn my dreams, just like what Natal chart says.

Ask and It is Given
Creative Workshop Process
1. My Body
2. My Home
3. My Relationships
4. My Work

1. My Body
I want my arms to be smaller and toned as it is now out of proportion and I like wearing sleveless tops.
I want my face to look toned because I can then look good on photos.
I want my skin to be silky smooth so my partner and me can feel the pleasure in touching my body.
I want my weight maintained at 53 kg because I will look good in most clothes
I want my joints to be fine so I can walk and run as long as I want to.


My Home
1. I want to have a functional bathroom in my room so that Z and I can take shower in my room.
2. I want a good bed with soft bed sheet so that Z and I can spend lovely time on my bed
3. I want to have a new couch as the current one is too worn out.
4. I want to have a maid so that house is clean up.
5. I want a room to be my meditation room, to hold my books, to do my work.

My Relationships
1. I want my relationship with Z to flourish as we are good for each other.
2. I want my relationship with Z to expand physically and I want us to be known to our friends and family because we can both commit.
3. I want colleagues and boss that I can respect and deliberate.

My Work
1. I want a job that let me grow, allow me to show my strength and self-expression.
2. I want a 4 days job that gives me good pay so I have financial security and do my personal business.
3. I want to have my own business of self discovery. I want my website to flourish as it is helpful to people. It is also helpful to me as an outlet for self-expression and for me to share knowledge and experience.
4. I want to be a speaker as I am charismatic and can influence people to initiate transformation in their life.
5. I want Isha to grow as it is a good platform for spiritual development. It is also helpful to me as a mode of services to keep to my values.