Awareness is key to "Ask and It is Given"

Aug 23

Father, did my practices and it was good. The asanas were effortless and I was laughing in a few postures. Did have some wanting tots of Z in the lifting leg postures.

After my shower, negative tots of Z and his young wife came in. And I even project the young wife as the outstation gal who takes ride from him and I can feel bit of sadness seeping through.
Then I stop myself. Why think of future that may or may not happen? If I want to think, why don't I think that I have a new loving partner and Z is jealous with him. Why always have to be me in a lacking situation, me wanting but couldn't have.

Osho
External influence
U r ready to take the distance from ur mind, to watch the show without getting caught up in the drama.

Soul
In order not to be caught up, ones have to be aware of theirs tots and its direction. Only when we are aware, we can stop and change direction if we found the tots not to our benefits.

So, to practice the Law of Attraction requires awareness. And awareness arise from meditation.

Ask and It is Given
Your happiness does not depend on what others do, but only upon ur own vibrational balance.
As u discover that u can always know the vibrational content of ur Being, and can therefore always be aware of what ur point of attraction is, u will then be in conscious creative control of ur own experience.
And once u understand that ur emotions are giving u specific feedback abt ur vibrational content, then u can proceed with the deliberate and gradual adjustment of ur vibration.

The key to moving up the vibrational emotional scale is to be consciously aware of, even sensitive to, the way u feel, for if u r not aware of how u feel, u cannot understand which way u r moving on the scale.

Soul
Key point is awareness. As a thinker, I am not so aware of my feeling. Does this means the Feeler has a better place? Nope, cos by they know the feeling via reaction. For us, it still in the tots, so have not been reacted. So, for me it takes time to be aware. For feeler, it takes energy to bring themselve back.

Ask and It is Given
If u take the time to consciously determine the emotion that u r currently experiencing, then any improvement in ur feeling means that u r making progress toward ur goal, while any intensifying of the negative emotion means that u r going in the wrong direction.

Soul
That's what I was doing this morning when I had negative tots of future.