North Node in Taurus

Sept 12

North node in Taurus
What they really want is to merge with someone else's energy and feel mutual empowerment. They are looking for total, permanent commitment. They want a partner whom they can count on to take care of all their material needs and they will take care of all the partner's emotional needs (vice versa) - a synergistic relationship that is mutually empowering and completely dependable.

They must be discriminating and find someone with similar energy and values. The shared goals must be innately valuable to each of them as individuals.

For this to happen, they must first get in touch with their own values. They must become strong in themselves, aware of what they want, and tune in to what is real and meaningful for them.

Their challenge is to establish their own energy systems and figure out who they are as individuals. As their energy becomes stronger, they will automatically attract mates of similar energy with whom they can form successful partnership.

Soul
I am on the right track.

North Node in Taurus
They excel in professions that are in alignment with what they consider to be truly valuable.

For eg, if they consider massage to be a tool for healing others that could also be profitable for them, then they would be successful in that field.

Soul
Some msg here. I no longer see the value in my job, crisis mgm, solving people problems. I want to create light rather than to solve darkness.

Mmm, I know my website stories and tools are valuable to me and others. I will seriously embark on it.

North node in taurus
Lessons in this lifetime are not easy for these folks. They can experience real extreme in life - ranging from periods of drug, alcohol abuse, to dealing with severe psychological problems, to sitting in boardrooms in corporations, to being on a strict spiritual path.
Their lives run the spectrum from the depths of darkness to the highest place of light.

Soul
That's my life. The only difference is I was addicted to good food. That's the blessing.

North Node in Taurus
Because they have extinguished their own value system, they came into this lifetime with no sense of self-worth apart from the feedback of others. This makes them incredibly vulnerable to adopting the values of those around them.

Although it was correct in the past, in this incarnation it is not set up to work when they focus on empowering their partner with the silent expectation that the partner will take care of them financially or validate them in some other way.

In this lifetime they are learning to build a sense of self esteem directly, by living according to their own value system.

They need to empower others only when it is what they want to do, it fits with their own values and they have no expectation of getting anything in return.

They have a tendency to be distracted by others wants and motives. They need to simplify things: to stop "getting into other people's minds" and just get in touch with themselves. "What do I need here? What do I need in order to feel comfortable with this situation?".

What these folks really want is for their insecurity to be resolved - to know that all their needs will be met.

Soul
That's why I am pursuing the Self Mastery path. I want to feel secure on my own, not to be affected by people, especially my partner since I have already 'removed' the old career.
But of course, now have new career to contend with. Must not fall into same trap.

North Node in Taurus
They are destined to accumulate that which increases their inner sense of abundance.
Their challenge is to slow down long enough to receive the gifts that life offers.

By taking emphasis of specific people as their "source" and by partnering directly with life itself, their insecurities over survival can finally be healed. They will find that life sends the right people - who often show up unexpectedly - to ease their journey as every new need arises.

Soul
I used to take "boss"/job as my source of security. Then it was partner. I also used to take friends.
Alas, I know all is not my Source and I need to find my own. And I found It.

I guess this time, I knew E sees me as a good corporate person and here I am going to disappoint him, lose his validation. But alas, I knew job validation is no longer important. Over here in current company, I will stay and also used spare time to work on my projects and help to promote Isha.

Now my next devt, Z is my Cosmic Lesson to 'challenge' me to another level. God is also nice to gave him my Moon too.

North Node in Taurus
These folks are learning to slow down and carefully build what is important to them - without rushing: a relationship, a business, or manifesting a dream. If they feel uncomfortable, it is a warning that they have missed a necessary step in the building process.
They are learning to trust themselves and to appreciate the peaceful feeling they gain from slow and steady progress accomplished on their own.

Although they need to go slowly to create success, they need also require a certain amount of stimulation to get themselves going. When there is no crisis surrounding their goals, one thing help them is to set time limits.
Once they are committed to a direction, they can use their obsessive energies from past lives to fixate, and then they will get there on schedule no matter what!

Soul
Mmm, I do thrive on crisis. I guess my goals has no crisis. So, good suggestion to start timeline.

North node in Taurus
The first step toward self-acceptance for Taurus North Node people is to acknowledge that there is a needy person inside and to take personal responsibility for filling those needs.
If they try to appear self-sufficient and suppress that needy part, it will come out full-blown to make itself recognised. They have denied and postponed their own needs in so many incarnations that now the needy part is overenergised.
And that is to their advantage, they have earned the right to embrace and encompass that part of themselves.

Soul
Yea, just like 2 of Diamonds, for years I ignore and suppress my needs.