Don't let your desires takes over your dream

Jul 25 afternoon

Father, just now when E keep on asking whether SL can head all non-customer fronting jobs, I said can do, with an added support. I didn't think anything of it.

Anyway, I told E that I cannot leave old company as it can give me part time but not new company. While I want to work in new company, my dream is 3 day week, which is what will make me happy. So, I have to let go of new company. We can have lots of desires but we must not lose track of our dream.

Then I thought of my conversation with Z today. It is true, I want a guy with good financials vs bad financials. But my dream is a good guy. So, I cannot let my desires override my dreams.

Father, I now have more clarity. I also feel more loved and not feeling so insecure as before.

Osho - celebration
Nobody lives through logic. Logically u know anger is wrong, but when somebody insults u, then all logic is forgotten, then anger comes up. Each time u have fallen in love, u have gone beyond logic. And whenever love disappears, u again decide 'It was foolish, it was madness. Never again!". But within only a few days u forget all about that frustration, the hell that the other people created. Again, a face starts looking beautiful, looking heavenly, again u r falling in the trap - logic is forgotten.
Who lives according to logic?
Logic never transforms anybody because u r dominated by the unconscious, not by the conscious.

Watch what comes from inside u. Be more watchful about it - it shows deep-rooted habits and u will have to become aware of all those habits. Never fight with any old habit, because fighting will create a split; u will be fighting with urself. Simply understand. Become more watchful.