Settling down with my exit from corporate world

Jul 30 Eve
Father, I was surprised at myself. I can share with Sl on Z breaking up with me.

Sl said I don't look sad. If it was her, she be real sad. I said I love him but I am not so sad cos I too don't want us to continue the hidden way.

So, I look at the 'break up' as a catalyst. It can either brings us closer or it is a finale. Either way is fine with me.

Today E asked me to stay and build my team. He said I will be freed up later. But I told him that I don't trust him. I know when I am freed up, he will throw another section to me. Let's face it, he is a Ten of Diamond ruling card; continuous work.

When I drive home, I felt bit delirious with happiness. I can talk to the trees and I enjoy their beauty. I know my decisions is right. I want to see the light when I finished my job. I don't want it to be night. Working with E would be that. Excitement plus late nights and I would miss the trees. I was laughing and then crying out of gratitude. It is such a blessings that I have received.

Osho - celebration
The man who is really a master - and when I say "really a master" I mean: whose presence can help disciples; not that he does something, his presence is just a catalytic agent - in his presence things happen.

The Master had not done it. The disciple has allowed it. Hence the happening is basically dependent on ur allowing it. If u allow, things will happen in the presence of a master. If things happen in the presence of master when u allow, then he is a master.

Soul
Sadhguru is a master. In his presence, things just happen with me.