Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Releasing new job, release my tension

Jul 27 Eve

Father, I feel good. I feel at ease. Even E's mail of queries doesn't affect me. Infact, now I see it as just him asking questions and learning.
I just changed my mind. He was just pushing to the extreme again. Why the need to achieve?

Thank God, I no longer works for him. I have made my decision and I even shared with SS. Earlier I tot it was just xk and now I still get an extra xk, which is more than enough for me. No change to my life style at all.

Today, I went to the Isha meet and V told me I look relaxed vs tense for the past few months. Well, I have dropped my baggage.

On Z, I tried to call him a few times but no response and no replies. Then I got bit angry but this time not sad. This time it was him, not being respectful and courteous and not me being unlovable. I don't take it so personally as before. But after 3rd round, I started to react with mental rejection. But alas, I didn't act on it and instead just msg that I am sad that he didn't return call.

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