Jul 25 Aft
Father, what I know is I need a change. I no longer wants a desk job. I just want to be a Consultant role. I can offer general services.
This morning, I tot I can offer such services to small medium size business.
With old company, I will be based there cos my presence is needed.
Father, Z asked me to find other eligible guy with secure financials. He said I won't be secure with him. I guess he is feeling bad cos he cannot provide for me. Earlier I had job, he is not so worried. But now that I have resigned, he worries. I comforted him and told him I chose diamond. I chose him for his goodness. The old me would have cried because of his rejection and would immediately react by rejection too. The new me didn't see it as a rejection. ... More as a call for comfort...for assurance.
I think he felt that his ex left him because of money. He think I will leave him too. So, I might as well leave him now.
Diamond Heart - book 3
The stronger ur sense of boundaries becomes, the more u feel isolated and scared and the more u feel that u want things, or that others want things from u.
This is the beginning of issues about comparison, jealousy and competition.
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