Settling down with myself

Aug 2
Woke up at 5.20 am, well rested. Did my guru pooja, aum chanting, breathing, shakti and shambavi.

This morning a tot came on separation with Z. Not sure how I should be feeling.

Father, Z immediately read my msg. It was spontaneous for me. I just wanted to share with him. A tot came that we have split. But I ignored it. Anyway, will see how I be after Shoonya. For now, I love him and I am ok if he cannot give me now.


Aug 2 Aft (Going back to old company)
Father, I am back. Once I decide I am back, the IT person is there. Also, I sorted out the Reinstatement contract. Things are falling in place.

Diamond Heart - book 3
Without mind, there is no variety, discrimination or differentiation; we see no form and hence, no beauty. Mind is the creator of form, the creator of beauty and understanding is that process of creation, of unfoldment. So, the fulfillment of our life is to see life objectively, to see what's really there. To know, for example, that life is the expression and fulfillment and celebration of beauty. That is what we are here for. We are not here for anything else.

Father, I now learned to value old company since I have experience in new company. I am my own boss, my own time.