Said my goodbye to Z

Aug 3
Father, I was waken up by alarm at 4 am. I was really tired and feel bit angry at myself for trying to over achieve. I already worked so much at office. I cannot do the norm. I will get back once my schedule stabilise.

I did my guru pooja, shakti and shambavi.

Aug 3 Eve (final call)
Father, I have done my part. He really wants to end it cold. That's the part that hit me. The fact that he is cold. Anyway, I have tried to patch up be he is thick headed. How can I see him 'wrongly'?

Today I got the rship cards:
1. Myself - playful
2. Z - conscience - hard
3. Synergy - projection
4. Insight -

I got the Postponement card.
Anyway, like I said I love him but I am no longer afraid of losing him. When my time come, love will come again.

He and his ex-wife deserve each other. Both are so cold.