Feeling joyful despite losing Z

Jul 28 Aft

I swam and it was lovely. I was singing; "Reunited", a new song for me. I was laughing in the pool. I just felt happy.

A tot came to me, love and money going out. It is to make me know love and money is still there.

For my job, I drop 50%

Father, its a cry for love. He felt rejected, he is worried that I leave him because of money so he prefers we end it now.

I can do the easy thing and leave him because he doesn't love me. But I do love him and I know its enough to cover us.

Anyway, I just msg him that it is not easy to leave him and I decide after I come back from India.

(Aug 21 - no wonder no calls nor response from him. He wanted me to be doubly sure that I wanted him. That is why he waited till I come back from Ashram.)

Uranus - unexpected events may rock ur expectations but also brings in good things u have not tot about.

Six of Spade
Strongest karma card. U can expect a smoothing out of affairs.
A settling of all affairs and at the same time bring some much needed peace into ur life.