Focus on my happiness instead of my fear

Jul 27
Father, its true I got desires and its normal to want money and security. But my happiness and health is more important now. No worries on my car, will just refinance.

I now realise why I went for the new job. It was not because of glory, I was running because my fear of insecurity was triggered. Now I am also afraid but I know old company cash flow is fine and I be fine. No worries. Don't let my fear drives me, just focus on my happiness.

This time leaving new company is not because of fear but its because of happiness.

Osho day
Playfulness
The moment u start seeing life as non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on ur heart disappears. All the fear of death, of life, of love - everything disappears.
One starts living with a very light weight or almost now eight. So weightless one becomes, one can fly in the open sky.

Zen has created a world of its own which is very playful, full of laughter, where even great masters behave like children.

Commentary
Life is rarely as serious as we believe it to be and when we recognise this fact, it responds by giving us more and more opportunities to play.

The woman in this card is celebrating the joy of being alive, like a butterfly that has emerges from its chrysalis into the promise of the light. She reminds us of the time when we were children, discovering seashells on the beach without any concern that the waves might come and wash them away in the next moment.
She knows that life is a game, and she is playing the part of a clown right now with no sense of embarrassment or pretense.

When the page of Fire enters ur life, it is a sign that u r ready for the fresh and the new. Something wonderful is just on the horizon and u have just the right quality of playful innocence and clarity to welcome it with open arms.


Five of Diamonds
Indicates a change in ur financial condition.
At the deepest level, it signal a change in values. If our values, what we want from life changes, it is likely that many other changes will occur at the same time. We could move to new location, get a new job or even change relationship.