7thunders - Mars 52 days period

Oct 6 Mars - Oct 15 To 6 Dec


Ruling Card
Three of Clubs
Basic - on the positive side, lots of mental creativity or "Writer's card". On the negative side is the card of worry, indecision and mental stress.

This period could bring a considerable amount of indecision in matters dealing with men, lawsuits or work. Difficulty in thinking clearly or making decisions under pressure could cause the loss of one or more opportunities. In general, an overactive mind fueled by worry could be the main source of problems.

Exercise care in all written and spoken agreements and do things to relieve tension and anxiety to help u make better decisions.

Ace of Spades (this is P or what u r feeling creating about)
This can represent a secret love affair or marriage, especially for woman. There could be involvement in secret work or investigative work. This can also mean a secret shared with a male or a desire to delve into the "inner mysteries" of life.
The Ace of Spades is probably the most passionate and aggressive combination of influences. With this card, u have all the drive and ambition u need to excel at anything u do. U might find many answers to ur problems by applying a spiritual approach. Just be careful not to overdo things during this period. Excessiveness can be dangerous at times.


Soul
My writing is my secret. My blog is my secret. I want my target market to be overseas. How can I market it without being known locally. I am worried of being judged on either failure or success.
Such a dilemma.


Destiny Card
Three of Spades (Artist card)
It is so creative that if not channeled properly can represent indecision, fear and physical stress. It can mean pursuing two jobs or lifestyle at the same time.

This indicates an undecided business or work matter, possibly the result of having two jobs. This is not a good aspect for legal matters. With this influence, ur own aggressive pursuit of all that u desire may get u involved in more projects or jobs that u can handle. This could be more draining than helpful for u at this time.

Seven of Hearts
This period may bring a fearful and challenging legal or personal matter, perhaps associated with ur man. Ur own willfulness or arguing will only decrease ur success in situation. Look carefully at ur expectations and attachments for the key to the present events. U will have much more success than u realise by acting upon the faith that u have nothing or no one to lose. Spiritual revelations are possible.

Soul
Not sure. But tot this is my rship with my writing. A secret love affair. There were some tots of Z but I waived cos I knew he will just disappear or maybe not.

Father, suddenly I had a tot that my rship with Z and my writing is the same. Z is hiding our rship and I am hiding my rship with my soul.
Z cannot open up cos he is afraid of failure out in the open. He is not afraid of failure in hidden mode. He can handle the disappointment. He cannot handle the judgment.

I am also hiding my writing. I have hide it for the past 2 years and my blog for 4 years. I started the blog after my Isha practices.

I got no answer for myself; so why I expect Z to have an answer. I needed my writing and Z want me too but I hide my writing and he hides me. We are both afraid of being judged; albeit for different reasons.

Father, guide me. Just as I told Z that we cannot grow if our rship remains hidden; the same with my writing. And here I want it to grow well. Its a case of chicken and egg.

Just saw my tweeter; Life truly gives us what we want. But we need to be clear on what we wants and the courage to pursue it.

Father, suddenly it occur to me to do kapalvriksha. "Peaceful, Loving and Joyful world". Yea, that's should be what I wish to create. Or perhaps I am running away. Sadhguru, this is the year. I need help to open up my writing.

Sadhguru
U don't have to leave ur fears and insecurities because they don't really exist. U keep creating them unconsciously. If u don't create them, they don't really exist.
Fear is just the creation of an overactive and out-of-control mind.

Soul
Perhaps, it is so. I have feared facing Sadhguru for so many years. And I avoided him at every opportunities. I was afraid of him, afraid of being judged, afraid I have to do thing I didn't want, like become a vegetarian or a teacher and etc.
And when I finally open up and have courage to meet him face to face, he looked at me and just laughed. I felt such a sense of acceptance. All the years of avoidance is for nothing.
The same thing I said to Z. His fear is irrational but it seems real to him.

Father, I understand Z's fear but I opted out cos I am not confident that he wants to shift out. I am not confident that I be the one even if he decides to commit. So, no point waiting.

Can I then use him as a lesson so I can overcome my own "secret relationship" with my writings, my secret dream of being a Self-Help Guru. As someone who bring forth all the self-help tools. I can be the self-help tool critique; just like I can be for food critique. I don't cook but I know what is good food. So, I don't create tools but I know what is a good tool.