Sadhguru really works! Volunteering is just another device

Oct 20 Eve

Mystic Musings
So just doing things that u don't like brings an enormous amount of awareness.

If u use them - the physical body, the tot process, the emotions and the energy - u will see on all these four levels u will begin to become more and more aware, which is definitely happening. So, this awareness is cultivated. As this happens, slowly awareness sets things apart.

As u become more and more aware of the body, u will see that u and ur body are separate. As u become more and more aware of the mind, u will see that u and ur mind are separate. As u become more and more aware of the emotion, u will see that u and ur emotion are separate.
As u become more and more aware of the ur physical life energy, u will see that u and ur physical life energy are separate.
So, what is 'you' becomes a formless thing. It may not still be a living reality that u r truly formless. Formless means boundless. Form means bound. It may not be an actual reality that u r formless, but slowly the form is becoming weaker; that's for sure.

Soul
Yea, like me being a sathsang guide. I don't like it but I knew I want it to be good and hence I deliver the best I can eventhough I don't like to do it.

Mystic Musings
With the practice and with the devices that are given, depending upon how intensely and how diligently u r applying these devices in ur life - using these devices - accordingly to that extent u will see, ur form will become weaker.

A form means a limitation, isn't it? A form is a limit; formless is limitless. So, the spiritual process means u r always seeking the limitless. That means to somehow break the form; but u cannot seek the limitless because u don't know what it is. U know the limited, so u start chipping away at the limited. If u break everything that is limited, the unlimited is bound to happen. Unlimited is not something that u create. Breaking off the limited is all that u can do. So that's the whole process. (Page 142)

Soul
A HA! That's the whole purpose of volunteering. That's is also another tool from Sadhguru. The sadhana opens us up the forms and the volunteering is the action that breaks the forms.

It is just like free style helps me to reduce my fear of water and open me up to more exposure.

Going for swimming lesson to do breast stroke and water threading is the action that remove the old fear completely. Similar to me firstly swimming towards the center of pool with rope and then followed by swimming in a diving pool with depth of 5 meter. It breaks down my previous limitation.

Suddenly I felt so overwhelmed and close my eyes. At first tears came and then moments later I started to laugh non-stop.

Me who never wanted to volunteer, never enjoyed volunteering but alas finally understand volunteering is the tool to break away the old forms that has been cracked open by sadhanas.

A tot came to me, just like I resist volunteering, that's means those who resist sathsang also may come to this realisation.

Its a real irony! I who always proclaimed I don't like to volunteer, who doesn't believe in volunteering, now finally see the truth behind the veil of volunteering. It is not volunteering for others, it is volunteering for our forms to be broken away.

Sadhguru has said this before but I dismiss it cos it was so incongruous to my belief and also I didn't want to break my form.
No wonder I plateau despite my intensity of practices. I myself are responsible for being on plateau as I didn't want to break the forms which has already been cracked by sadhanas.
It is my own limitation I am breaking up. It is my own liberation that I m giving to myself! It is not volunteering.

I love Z. He is my tool too. Everytime I passed my lesson with Z, something inside me unfolds!

Sadhguru really works!