My energy is more malleable - thats why Isha Kriya affects me

Oct 7 Eve
I was surprised at myself. There were no expectation on Z. There were no anxiousness at all. I recalled the last time I was feeling nervous. This time, I was fine. He did send me a request on BB and I accepted it.

Mystic Musing - Sadhguru
For someone whose energy is very fluid, the very first day of the simplest yoga kriya and the energy will start moving and transforming, whereas for another person, even after practicising it for a long time, nothing seems to happen. This simply depends on how malleable the energies are. The rigidity of all these dimensions, mind, body, emotion and energy isn't really separate, they are all interconnected. The rigidity in one dimension manifests itself into the others.

Soul
Guess my energies were more malleable than others. But recently not so. I am still feeling lazy.

Mystic Musing
Ur mind will be settled if u do this sadhana. It needs diligence. Otherwise, it's not going to happen. With every moment and with every breath, just see. If u have the diligence to see, this sadhana is enough for u. It will clear up ur mind totally.

Soul
Guess I didn't really see.

Mystic Musing
U have kept ur energies suppressed to such an extent the mind has become so oppressive that it suppresses life to the point where nothing moves except what's need to support the ego. Ur energies are moving only to the extent that is convenient for ur ego; a little more energy and the ego will burst.

The moment energy rises within u, everything is dissolved. The ego knows it very well. That's why it has kept it suppressed. If u don't have energy, then again the ego will become very weak. So the ego doesn't like that. It will just allows the amount of energy which supports and feeds it well. If the energy becomes too much, the ego will be shattered.

If kundalini begins to rise, everything will be shattered and nothing will be left. U will be just be a force merging with everything around u. U won't have a will of ur own anymore. Since u r not willing to surrender ur will, we r prodding u through this sadhana to provoke ur energies. That's why the path of asana and kriya.

Ur sadhana isn't about getting somewhere. It is just a way, a method to unleash a flood so enormous that it wipes away ur petty creations and leaves u as the Creator intended u to be.

Soul
I tot it was getting somewhere. It is not. It is about clearing. No wonder I had coined it inner shower since day one. But diligence will lead to it being an inner flood.